All I can think about is him...
He's everything to me...
But he's taken...
Out of my reach...
He's out of my league...
I have no chance with him...
He's here, but he'll never be mine...
Standing here in front of you
I don’t dare look back.
The time has not been kind to you
And our time together has done worse on me.
Your hatred and cruelty has done quite a number on me,
Leaving me nothing but the ring you put on my finger.
Now, I stare at it,
Wondering,
Was it ever worth it?
The vows you threw away ever too easily,
The empty promises you gave away every day,
The all too real wounds,
Physical,
Concealed every day by turtlenecks, baggy pants, and lies about stairs,
Emotional,
Hidden from all, including myself,
Psychological,
Believing that I was truly happy with you...
Why did you ever seek me out?
What did you see in m
You told me you loved me and expected me to be
Your prince in shiny silver armor, but to me
That's not who I see in the mirror
No, I'm not the one to save your tomorrow
Hell, I'm not sure who I wanna be tonight
I love being your friend
But that's where I want it to end
I don't want it to go too far
'Cause we'll fall hard
Down to the cold hard ground where we will see
There was never meant to be a "you and me"
But in the end you'll find your Romeo
And I'll meet my Juliet
We'll look back on this day and yo'
We'll find ourselves laughing at
The fact that we were almost at
The point of no return, regretting the fact
We didn't tak
I may not be the prettiest or tallest...
I am not the strongest or fastest, either...
I know I'm not the smartest or the most talented...
But I am me...
And I wouldn't want it any other way :heart:
All I can think about is him...
He's everything to me...
But he's taken...
Out of my reach...
He's out of my league...
I have no chance with him...
He's here, but he'll never be mine...
Standing here in front of you
I don’t dare look back.
The time has not been kind to you
And our time together has done worse on me.
Your hatred and cruelty has done quite a number on me,
Leaving me nothing but the ring you put on my finger.
Now, I stare at it,
Wondering,
Was it ever worth it?
The vows you threw away ever too easily,
The empty promises you gave away every day,
The all too real wounds,
Physical,
Concealed every day by turtlenecks, baggy pants, and lies about stairs,
Emotional,
Hidden from all, including myself,
Psychological,
Believing that I was truly happy with you...
Why did you ever seek me out?
What did you see in m
You told me you loved me and expected me to be
Your prince in shiny silver armor, but to me
That's not who I see in the mirror
No, I'm not the one to save your tomorrow
Hell, I'm not sure who I wanna be tonight
I love being your friend
But that's where I want it to end
I don't want it to go too far
'Cause we'll fall hard
Down to the cold hard ground where we will see
There was never meant to be a "you and me"
But in the end you'll find your Romeo
And I'll meet my Juliet
We'll look back on this day and yo'
We'll find ourselves laughing at
The fact that we were almost at
The point of no return, regretting the fact
We didn't tak
I may not be the prettiest or tallest...
I am not the strongest or fastest, either...
I know I'm not the smartest or the most talented...
But I am me...
And I wouldn't want it any other way :heart:
Current Residence: ...my house...duh... Favourite genre of music: ALL of them Favourite photographer: me and my friends here on dA Favourite style of art: ...ALL of them... Operating System: ...any one that works ;) MP3 player of choice: mine Shell of choice: the swirly ones you can hear the ocean with Skin of choice: The skin on my body, it'd be too painful to change it... Favourite cartoon character: "characters" : mine Personal Quote: Life is like a painting. You can't change how it used to be...but you can change what it will become.
Favourite Visual Artist
me and my friends here on dA
Favourite Movies
Nightmare Before Christmas and Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children
Yes, I just used a picture of my actual face as my Avatar.
OH NO, IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!!!!
No it's not; I'm just finally adult enough to come to the conclusion that it won't be the end of the world if people know what my face looks like. Also, that's the same picture I use for facebook, so it's already been out there for a while. Like months, because that's what I looked like BEFORE I dyed my hair red.
UPDATES
College Update: I've been doing fairly well. I continue counseling and I've FINALLY found a job close to campus so I'm no longer unemployed. YAY ME!!!
Boyfriend Update: We've been doing better than ever, aside from the fac
Well...last time I was on here, it had been over a year since I'd been online...and here I am, posting about a year and a half after that...Life has been a thing...
I've been dating the most wonderful man in the world, same guy as before, and we're still long distance. Things are going well with him, and I'm hopeful that I'll be able to move closer to him sometime soon. We just celebrated our 2-year anniversary and I'm very happy with him.
College has been...iffy...I was on campus for my last semester in the Fall and I had to withdraw...things got rough and I was failing...withdrawal saved my gpa...and then I went back for this last sprin
Hey, everybody!! I'm pretty sure that it has been over a year since I have been on here. How has everyone been? Have I missed anything super spectacular or anything?
I do have a couple updates:
~I graduated from Community College--in three semesters--and started attending a four-year school. I just finished my third semester there and--if all goes well--I only have two semesters left. I am stressing a little over one of my classes; my last couple assignments were not my best work and I won't find out any of my grades until Monday. Wish me luck!!
~I now have an absolutely wonderful boyfriend. Christmas Eve marks eight months. <3
Still here, I just haven't been on in forever. I never deleted my account and I don't recall ever deleting ANY friends EVER on here. I don't know how I got crossed off your friends list.
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